Come dance with me!

A life consumed by lust and driven by the satisfaction of desire! 'Short lived satisfaction' vs 'Lengthy regret'. Is moral character evident in "this" life? The plumb line is best hanged in private. Rotting flesh beneath cosmetic character, shouting at the devil, blaming the demons hovering all around. Apportioning blame for my frailties, perhaps then I can be freed. Like a dog to vomit is a man seeking satisfaction in the arms of random lovers. Cum find satisfaction, before the shame. 'Short lived satisfaction' vs 'Lengthy regret'.

The fragile heart

My heart is a fattened turkey trying to fly! Perhaps your concerns are with my sanity rather than the condition of my heart. But,I have come to the conclusion, that the greatest malady that can befall a man is not the tragedy of cancer, or the shame of dying of an incurable sexually transmitted disease... It is not the horror of sudden death of a loved one, or the loss of a fortune; No! It is the hopelessness of a broken heart and a crushed spirit as result of being rejected in love. Take a man's arm! Cut out his eye... It will hurt less than a man having his vulnerable honest intentions trampled by a witch.

To be ignorant of one's ignorance is the malady of the ignorant. — Amos Bronson Alcott (1799-1888)

Who do you say I am.

Where does a man start exposing his heart, not knowing who will listen and who will hear. I hear the accusations in my head, the unease in my heart. Can I draw a breathe sufficient to breathe out the horrors dwelling in secret in my heart. Why should I even try to unravel the knotted deception of self... If a man lies to himself, even if he be honest to others... he lives a lie. Should I live out the lie in my own heart and convince myself of my own innocence, how lost am I then.