If ever I wished I could hit the 'stop' button on my spinning world, it is today. I wish I could hit the stop button on my spinning confusion and pick my sanity out of the air and allow the rest of the puzzle pieces to stall so that I had opportunity to complete the picture of my broken heart.
A few years ago a girl I love deceived me and in my vulnerable place she chose to lie and crush my heart. And for all the time since I have hated her...wished her to feel the pain I have borne because of her actions. For three years I have been held prisoner to my hatred...consumed by my desire for vengeance... But God loves her and blesses her and does not hold her sin against her...
And still I suffer.
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